A little update. Me and W went out on Friday Night and had a date. She then invited me over to her Sisters house on Sunday because her whole family was there. We also spent the day together, went to the gym, then went out to eat.
We got to talking.
This is super high level; but she is struggling with her life right now and says she is completely lost. She said she needs to travel, find herself, and does not want to make a crazy decision with us because right now her head is not right. She explains to me she thinks shes is crazy, because she has a great life right now, an awesome job, and loving family, incredible friends, and a husband who is willing to make things work after she put me through such a terrible thing. Having all of this, she is still willing to quit her job, leave her family and friends and go away (travel for months). She tells me she does want a family life with me down the road, and can defiantly see it; but right now she needs a change in her life. She can see us together, but right now, she needs to change her life. She knows I might not be there when she gets back, and feels like she is throwing away something so great. But she is soo lost. I told her she is right, I am not sure I would be here.
This was a two hour conversation...but I tried to give the cliff notes.
M:30 W:28 T:9 MR:2.5 NoKids Seperation 1: 9/16-12/16 Move back in: 1/17 BD: 8/15 She moved out: 9/1
