We did child custody mediation today and came to an agreement. I am happy with the agreement. It is 50/50 joint custody. We then discussed afterwards going forward how to do the financial part and I think we have an agreement on how to proceed there too. I think at least the D process will be civil and we will be able to come to agreement on all the issues without too much ill will towards each other.
At home I did screw up later. I was outside watering the garden, I noticed my W left groceries in her car, and then I thought what else does she keep in the car? I had opened the trunk when she came out. I was caught red-handed snooping. Not the best me. She was obviously very upset.
I did exercise afterwards with friends, although called it quits early because I felt spent. Mixed emotions are the name of the game here -- happy that the mediation went well, and depressed about my sitch at the same time.