Today has been gloomy. I went out to a friends house to get away from this space. My WAH called and wanted to talk about the excel sheet I sent regarding finances. I was courteous but really did not want to discuss it over the phone. He stated that he was taking our 3 D's out for Valentines tomorrow. Tomorrow is going to be a hard one i wont pretend. And then I have 3 days after that to turn in my response to him serving me. I am utterly exhausted. I am drained. I am really trying to let him go but man it is a difficult process. I think about reconciliation and how great that would be but I know that I cannot have that when I still cannot detach. I wish I could wake up from this nightmare.
