Hi Petri, I don't know the story about your brother's passing but I'm so deeply sorry to read that you're dealing with that on top of your wife leaving. That's too much for anyone to handle. You poor guy. You need someone who loves you just to take care of you for a while! Sometimes we just can't make it alone. Someone else has to take the pain away at least temporarily and do things for us. Can your dad do that?
Are you Finnish? I've been to Finland and know the culture. It's very hard there to be open and meet people without alcohol. It's not like the US where you can join any support group and have a ton of new friends or walk into a room and everyone's smiling and shaking your hand and friendly. Maybe you need a vacation friend. Maybe you need to fly for a week to any Latin American country, the US, Italy, Egypt, any sub-Saharan African country....just to be in a warm and friendly place. I'm sure your environment doesn't help matters.
