I'm somewhat down these past days because I redid my calculations and I think neither one of us will be able to afford the house. On top of that we have mediation this coming week to discuss child custody, and I don't see any good outcomes, only less bad outcomes. I guess I'll have to get used to more downs than ups in the coming months.
Anyway, on Friday I left work at lunchtime to go to a big sporting event that comes to town every year. I was invited to the event by a host that was providing food and wine. I in turn invited a friend to join me. The friend is like many of my friends also friends with my W. I had a good time. One interesting thing that happened to me was towards the end of the day when I was at the bar to get one last drink. A women behind me started up a conversation. I learned she lives in the same town as me. She then "bought" me a drink, I put it in quotes because it was an open bar. I'm not so dense to not realize she was flirting with me, which was nice. Afterwards, I thought to myself how often will I meet an attractive women, who shows interest in me, and lives nearby? I was thinking I shouldn't let such opportunities pass me up. However, I can say I have no interest in any relationships right now so just as well. Besides, I'm still married.
On Saturday I did things with my girls. I was going to take them out to dinner, but our town was packed due to the sporting event, and besides my neighbor told me to come by for dinner. So I did that. They all very nice people to be with.
Sunday was jam packed with activities, too many activities. I did crossfit, went to soccer, and then did some sailing. I'm now fatigued big time.
The downside of continued living together is when on Friday night my W got dressed at about 9pm and went out. I have no idea where she went. One part of me doesn't care, but then just seeing her leave creates other emotions too. If we weren't together, then I would have no idea where she was and such things couldn't even both me.
