W started R talk again. The feeling has always been away, no passion ever. I asked her that if there has been no feeling or pssion why has she been with me for almost 14 years. No clear answer. I asked if she wanted to do some work for the MR. She said it's hard now. I asked why. She replied "it just is". Then I asked what is she really afraid of. Convo stopped there without an answer.
Me:39 W:36 S:12 D:9 T:14 M:11 Separation:sep. 1 2017 D filed oct. 2017 D finalized july 2018 OM confirmed feb 2018 D finalized July 2018
The fact is this. You have to be in pain before you can learn.