Getting ready to move forward

[petri]

So she was drinking last night. And long story short. She was sorry for doing this. There is some part of her that would like to give M another chance but she is afraid that everything will be the same. She said she felt like she was nothing to me, just some mass. She felt like she wasn't loved.

Today we were supposed to start cleaning the house. She was too hungover to do anything. But the general feeling was more light not pressuring. She made eyecontact a lot, looked at me when I was doing puzzle with D7 and even smiled.

I don't know if any of this means anything. But it was nice.