Nicole: Thanks for the thoughts. I feel the same way, like she will one day realize she messed up. However I know my W will bury her feelings of regret and never admit to them. She's too proud. Not my problem though. She does email and text me with her issues and complains as if it were still somehow my responsibility to be there for her. It's not, and that was HER decision. Those messages go right into the NC trash bin.
FC, apothem, Jim: Yeah, it's brutal how fast she moved on this. But that's OK. In the end, she is the one missing out on being with me. Making friends is not typically all that hard for me. I'm just in that awkward period where my ex's friends and spouses definitely will not talk to me, and our mutual friends are hands off of us like we have a divorce disease. lol. Also, my old friends grew apart from me when I got married. Not a big deal, it's temporary.
I can be very outgoing, so being this lonely will not last long. I just have to get over my ex. It will happen and I will be happy again.
I'm already 10 times happier than I was when I first came to this site, so at least I know I'm making progress. One day at a time.
Save yourself. Nobody is coming! BD:11/2017 Filed:12/2017 Final: 2/2018