She looks really fake and superficial now. Like she’s trying really hard to show she’s all put together and successful modern woman - single mom with a demanding career. It looks forced.

I’m angry because of the following things and I don’t know how to get out of it:

1. Rejection and my hurt ego.
2. Being thrown and disposed like garbage
3. Seeing her looking all put together. Even though I can tell it’s forced, I’m bothered by her looking like everything is all fine.

I think its a lot to do with my ego and rejection. I need to get over this. Not sure how to do it.


No one is coming to save you!