LH: Yeah, whatever fear that was there is completely gone. As for D, I still have time, but I know that the biggest fear that I had about it - that W would think her wanting a S was the right thing to do and I would come around to that thinking - is completely gone. I truly don't care at this point what she thinks. I'll do the D because it's for me.
J dawg: I have been a bit frustrated, but more about why I am doing what. I want things to have a purpose behind them and my stand about not wanting to be the one to file D was driven so much by emotion. I feel like not wanting a D for me just continues a path of devaluing myself - why should I keep standing for someone who has no interest in being with me or values me? I was trying to find the reasons that made sense to me. And none of them do. Just trying to come to a place of deep understanding about myself so that I can make informed decisions.
