Journaling and really wanted to get something out there.
Long story short, I don't talk to W family about our M. They have all voiced their opinions and are very much in favor of W pressing the breaks at least. We're all very close and they know pretty much everything, and they're very pro staying together.
Today, for the second time, somebody on her family wanted to share a few things with me.
Something to the point of: " It really hurt me that when I told him I was leaving to sign a lease, he seemed unaffected, like it didn't bother him.
Both times W brought this up to family, she said it while crying a little.
This absolutely blows me away...
W obviously knew (at least I thought???) that I didn't want this. I just stopped pursuing, begging, pleaded, telling her how much I loved her... because I think that is the right thing to do.
So she would have not got a place if I begged her? I had begged initially and nothing happened. It blows my mind.
Just on a positive note. The family that reached out to me today, also relayed that W has noticed a few changes. I.e. GAL, not answering back as soon as she writes, being somewhat unavailable, even my attire.
Not jumping over the moon, but I'm proud to say I made those changes for ME, and they're being noticed.
