I'm not great. I'm better each and every day, but I'm just at the low point of my week. Lots of D related things happening now. Selling the MH, revising the D paperwork, interacting with attorneys. It's all very sad.
I don't have many friends left that I can talk to. I basically only have one friend from my single days that will still interact with me, and we aren't really very close. All I really have is my kid and my job. My family doesn't understand, and of course I can't talk to them about things. I am trying to make new friends but it's really not very easy for me at this point in my life. Can't make any new friends at work because of politics. Can't make any new friends at church because of politics. I am doing my best but I haven't really clicked with anyone, which means it just isn't meant to be right now.
But that's OK. It is very very hard doing this without any emotional support but this ordeal has shown me how resilient I am.
It's been like a tornado. Who gets BD, served, and then finalizes a divorce in less than 3 months? Apparently, me.
It really makes me feel disposable. Oh well.
Life goes on. Tomorrow is a new day.
Save yourself. Nobody is coming! BD:11/2017 Filed:12/2017 Final: 2/2018
