Good luck on the vacation. Will you be sleeping in the same bed? I’d just focus on the kids and having a good time...for them. Extended periods with your spouse in close quarters can be exhausting so do take care and maybe schedule some alone time just for yourself. Wake up before everyone else and watch the sunrise. Something like that.
How long can you stay in limbo? Here’s the secret: you can choose to answer that question just for today. You don’t need to make long term plans at this stage. Take your time. No pressure on her or you. One day at a time.
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving