The lack of remorse part is tough. And you can’t ask for it. There is a newcomer who keeps asking his w to be remorseful...and that is fruitless.
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving