Holding, I know you say that I won't break her heart, but I know that I did, it's brought me to tears knowing that, but I need to shelter down and regroup. I get that it's takes practice to get things right, but I need to figure out how to practice without leaving a trail of destruction in my wake.
How could you have broken her heart? Maybe you let her down, but this was your first meeting. She's a ball of trouble if she really did get so wrapped up in you before actually meeting, and after y'all both agreed - on the surface - to just be friends.
Don't take that the wrong way. I'm not saying you're not awesome, or worthy of deep feelings from someone.
Was this R with Witty more developed that you let on? I'm just struggling to see how meeting her once and not feeling it can lead to a "trail of destruction".
Me-47,XW-43 S13,S16 M:18 BD:4-23-17 W filed:7-17-17 (5 months of in-house separation hell) W moved out:1-6-18 D granted:2-15-18 Decree signed:3-29-18
