The pain is not nearly as intense as it was at BD but now that we are moving forward I find those old emotions coming up again and I am trying real hard to bat them back down so I can remain strong.
J,
I heard a great podcast this morning that relates to what your feeling.
You are projecting the idea of having a happy family and relationship with you wife. That is not the reality and that is causing you to suffer.
Like Ayn Rand said " We can ignore reality, but we cannot ignore the consequences of ignoring reality".
