waw maybe #2

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Updating:

Have not talked to my W in a week I decided that I am not going to start any conversations with her and actually I feel a big relief.

So two days ago she leaves one of my favorite foods in the fridge an a note for me that its in there. I do not touch the note or the food, until today and she never mentions it. She is sending a package to D19 to college and asked if I wanted to send anything. I did put two things in there.

My W's mother is not doing well and many in her family are concerned. W is trying to help her as much as she can and is spending time there. It is helping me deal with her not being here.

I have been getting out more and working less, I did not get the job I interviewed for about two weeks ago. I joined a social club and there are a ton of activities they have every weekend. One member asked if I was single b/c she had a daughter who was single and wanted to set me up. I politely said sorry I am married. Plus I am no where near ready to day.

I truly believe my W is temp checking me with little things, I do not believe she wants to R in the least. I have really just stopped playing the roller coaster game. She did unfriend one of my cousins that sometimes posts fun things with pics of me. She has not changed her status on FB as it still says married.