Thank you so much MJDG. I (think) I always told my husband what a good provider he was but I failed to lessen his plate with the addition of more children. I also did not contribute financially for so long. I was taking care of the children so I couldn’t work but I could have paid more attention to his other requests. HE ALWAYS felt like he wasn’t a good provider. This is the cross he put on himself, but I failed in other areas. And he is a great father. We do things are a family, there is just no affection between my husband and I. I’m still so broken hearted over this.