My previous post came out wrong, I guess my anger has taken over me. I spent the weekend away with my brothers in the hopes that I would get my mind off of things. And it did for a bit but then the anger kept creeping back into my head and I wanted revenge. But as I look at it now, what’s the point? I have my answers I know what she did, I may not no all the details but it’s pretty clear what it was.
Even though I tell myself that I don’t have any expectations but I do. I keep thinking that she will come to me and ask for forgiveness and we will work it out. But as the days past I’m starting to think that’s a fantasy. Part of me wants to fast forward to the acceptance stage of it all. However I believe working through the pain and anger is beneficial for me in the long run. This pain will make me a stronger person.
