WW and preparing for Divorce 2 Weeks In

[Manny]

I know some will tell me that it may be best to that route, to drop it and move on, stay away from looking for revenge and trying to answer all the “why” questions. But I feel so betrayed by all of this and I’m having a hard time letting it go. I feel like she’s getting away with murder. The OM has a official job that relies heavy on integrity and honesty. I feel that if I have my L depose him, he will sing like a bird. I treated my W with love and respect and in turn she stabbed me in the heart and continued to twist with the lies and gas lighting. I want closure, not sure if this will do it, it may not but I’m angry and I no longer want to be disrespected.