I am not that great at detaching but I often will see a glimpse of it. When I see WAH and I genuinely feel joy, I know I am detaching. I smile and sing and mean it. He will often look at me and ask where I am going. He is starting to initiate conversations and looks sad most of the time or depressed. Then he will get irritable and removes himself. I miss him and I miss our family but he served me papers on tuesday. That is the reality. Today I spent 3 hours with my paralegal friend getting some documents ready. It made me feel extremely empowered but sad when I look at my whole life on papers. I am holding onto hope.....
