I can see a life ahead of me that doesn't include being dependant on someone else for my happiness and it feels quite good. I've realised that for a long time my mood was always dependant on hers. If she had a bad day, so did I. Now my mood is completely under my control and it feels good. It's strange, my biggest fear now is that she will come back! My heart wants that of course, but my head says run away as fast as you can.
Liam, this is great progress! Be patient with your heart - like all of our hearts, it can be stupid sometimes and make us want things that are no good for us. Give your heart time.
Me-47,XW-43 S13,S16 M:18 BD:4-23-17 W filed:7-17-17 (5 months of in-house separation hell) W moved out:1-6-18 D granted:2-15-18 Decree signed:3-29-18
