I am feeling better today. THis week has been one for the books with notarizing and officially being served. It really hit me hard. I spoke to my DB Coach who always seems to see things I dont. It keeps me hopeful but its hard to keep your spirits up when the reality is sitting on your desk. My husband is getting puppies to make our daughters feel better or "to make him feel less guilty." I wish he knew that all that he buys them will never take away the pain if he finalizes this D. I love him deeply and it hurts from all angles. I want to reach out to him and shake him!!! He looks depressed or sad most of the time. But to him there is no hope.
