Doodler, I was seriously sick of listening to myself. I would write the post and be like "God, I am miserable!" There definitely has been creepy guys, but believe it or not, you are not one of them as V said. Mean, only when you call your ex girlfriend old.

V- You are right there is tough stuff, but in the mix there is fun. I do have lots of fun coming up. I guess the dark days never completely go away, but they do get less and less.

So, I have been suffering from severe tendonitis in my right hip due to over compensation from my left knee. I mean like excruciating pain. My PT is having me rest this week from the tough exercises that involved that size and she has been trying to work it out for me. I am still in so much pain, so I called my surgoesn office and they wouldn't give me a Medrol pack without me seeing them and that isn't until next week. SO I called my doctor friend and he took care of me.

I took the first whole days dose last night and at 2am I was WIDE awake, despite 2 doses of melatonin. I look at my phone and I see FF friended me on Snapchat and sent me a message. I never use snapchat, I only downloaded it so D10 can use the filters. So this made me even more wide awake. His message was "Hey". I wrote back "hey....." I know he read it at 4am but no response. THEN, I get a text from my BFF this morning with a screen shot of her FB messenger where he "waved" hi to her. She was like "wtf is this all about?" I told her he reached out to me too...

I have no idea what is up. Curiosity is killing me, because that is my nature. But it is all very strange. He was probably drunk. I know his family had a tragic loss. But the dude as far as I know is in an R. God knows what he wants. But to wave to my friend too?

Oh well. gearing up for the beer expo Saturday and a superbowl party with my favorite and ex husband and his wifey poo. Lord help me!