New LBS - need advice

[apothem]

Yeah, I probably should have said something closer to that. Oh well, what's done is done.

"Does this get me closer to my goal(s)?

I like that rule A LOT more. Thank you for that.

It's unreal how this entire situation makes me feel, but honestly, as weird as this is to say, I'm glad it happened. It gives me time to reflect on who I am and who I want to be going forward. I'm now allowed time to GAL and pursue things I haven't before. It also gives my wife one of the only things I was never able to give her: time and space.

I do truly love her and care about her. I want the best for her. If she feels that's a life without me, then so be it. I wish her the best. If she chooses a life with me, then I will continue to be Apothem 2.0. I will continue to be the best me and continue to GAL.