@Accuray - Once again, you give fantastic advice, thank you. You're right, it was tough for both of us and it's still tough for me. My son is having a difficult time right now coping and has been acting out so it's even more difficult. I do have him in therapy and are working on helping him.
I think I will write out an apology, something well thought out. I do feel a lot of remorse for my actions, or in some cases, inactions. I do agree that sending it now would be pursuing. It's just hard for me to know when the time is right, but I'll stick to the rule of will this make my situation worse or better. I also will likely be asking here as well for opinions. It can't hurt to get additional points of view.
I've been sticking to my guns when it comes to giving her space, and yes, it's super difficult and goes against everything my reflexes are telling me. But, I know it's for the best for both her and me.
M:2.5 T:8 H:31 W:27 S:12 BD:1/4/2018 W Moved Out: 1/8/2018 OM Confirmed: 2/19/18