I just looked thru my phone painfully as I'm trying to find the last time we talked (in any form) and its barely been 24 hours. And this is the longest its ever been since BD.
Actually it's the longest probably ever, other than while I was deployed to the middle east.
Wow. It feels like not communicating with her for the first 24-48hrs is the most painful thing I have ever done!!!
I think I have fear in 'doing nothing', because it feels like I'm not reacting or doing nothing when I should be doing something?!?!?! But it sounds like radio silence is my best bet at the moment.
