C'Nut, I like Ginger's first suggestion. Have fun with witty, but see other people too. Maybe contact Ms. 5LL again.

If you have all your eggs in one basket, you might push yourself harder than you should to force it to be something.

Me-47,XW-43
S13,S16
M:18
BD:4-23-17
W filed:7-17-17
(5 months of in-house separation hell)
W moved out:1-6-18
D granted:2-15-18
Decree signed:3-29-18

Your future is out there. Go find it.