I'm sorry you are feeling crappy. But once again, I can't help but concur with tim and tell you to read PM. I promise we are not associated with the publisher or author. I knocked out 65 more pages last night and today I'm a different person than I was yesterday. It's the weirdest thing and it feels "right on". Actually it feels like a dark cloud has lifted. It's completely different from all the other books and it really will turn everything you've read and "thought you knew" upside down. It completely invalidates almost everything you've already read and learned on this site. If you look at the anger and frustration in my original posts and look at where I am now, you will see the difference. I was Cemar's clone a couple months ago and wanted to be a WWH. It was very close (a couple of those trips to DC were voluntary because I wanted to get away). Now I'm not only feeling like we are going to not get a D, but I feel like we have a great opportunity to get more out of life than raising our D5.
It's probably good that you read all the other stuff first because PM will unravel it all. He refers to other types of therapy and how wrong they are (and these are the ideas that are sitting in most of our frontal lobes right now). I can't even attempt to explain it because I couldn't do it the justice it deserves in 1 post.
Here, I'l get really geeky for you...... Did you see Matrix Revolutions? Doesn't life feel a bit like the scene where the sentinels breeched the gates of Zion in a mad swarm of metal with all of this anxiety and uncertainty? PM is essentially an EMP....it will literally "stop" all this craziness we have been feeling and give you a chance and instruction to develop a new strategy.
Anywhere is walking distance if you have the time
-Steven Wright
