Should i leave the house or stay?

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Update again:

So we talked the day after and things have calmed down again (LOL i know i know, there's a pattern here right?)

Still though, i feel that at least PARTLY she has understood a little of what i had to say. Either way though, i am now willing to give her a chance, strictly on a platonic level though, i am not ready for anything more, and i hope she understands that because it is all i can give for now.

I just need more confidence in what i am doing and stick to the PLAN d@mnit! I now decided to STAND so i will, and i need to be more patient, that is the name of the game and i am having trouble with reminding myself of this every single time she goes nuts...