Well, I’m going through up and downs one day I feel stone and confident and the next I feel frail and insecure. I think she’s playing games with me leaving anot saying anything waiting to see if I’m following her or not. I’m not, I’m curious to know what’s she’s doing but I don’t have the energy to follow her. I keep wanting to know the Whys, but as others pointed out that really doesn’t matter and I’m probably not going to get an adequate answer. I’m starting to believe she will never be truthful, I don’t think I can be with someone like that, I’m so disappointed in the person she has revealed herself to be.
