Scared of doing the wrong thing. Scared of hurting my kids. Scared that w and I won’t be able to put Humpty Dumpty back together again. Scared of staying. Scared of going. Scared of doing nothing. Scared she’ll think I am giving up and bailing on her just at the moment she was taking a step towards me.
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving
