I am so sorry it has come to this. 8:00am? What was he thinking? Just terrible. Hope your children are doing ok.
I really felt it when you asked yourself maybe this isn’t MLC. In my very limited experience, when the WAS is not confused dealing with real life, stray thoughts, or other pressures, and are fully in their fantasy, they sound so sure of themselves, so absolutely certain, it is hard not to believe them. They are more sure of their reality then I am of mine. In my reality there is uncertainty, variables, etc... For my W it is very controlled and certain.
Mine also paints the whole picture as bad, and I too question things. But you know what you’ve seen and what you’ve lived through. You know the truth.
I have followed you for a while and you come across as a strong person. I know you will get through this. I know you love your children and will provide excellent care and guidance. Thinking of you and your boys.
Feelings are fleeting. Be better, not bitter. Love the person, forgive the sin.
