PsySara, I'm so sad and sorry to hear it's come to this. You've been through so much. It's understandable that you've reached the end-of-the-rope. I was hoping so badly that there'd be a breakthrough for you. I still haven't been able to read all your threads but I see Artista's response above saying how you've tried everything under the sun. I really wonder what's wrong with your husband. It's so sad when we look around and see all the happy and loving couples with their happy kids and wonder why we can't have that? I hope you do have it though with a new and wonderful man who worships you and loves your kids. I'll be keeping you in my thoughts and duaa's.