And thank you so much Azure. You and Christine just saved me. She posted that you can't take anything personally, and then your post is so great.
Lick my wounds, I will do that. Thank you. I feel so much relief that I want to cry. I am so happy you see positives. You're very right, I am very emotional, which is a difference from feeling in control like I have been.
Great suggestions, and I really, really appreciate your words. Thanks for taking the time. There are so many great people on this BB, it's such a blessing to have it at times when we are in such need. I absolutely will not give in, I have come so far. Thank you for giving me strength - I will sit on this and reconsider it when I am less emotional.