Thank you guys, as you can imagine this is a very tough time for me which is why I keep trying to fix things...but I understand that I can only fix myself, and likewise be the only person to make myself happy.
Another question: how long should I keep radio silence with her? We haven't spoken since Sunday, so almost a week now. There's a pretty good chance I get handed the papers next week. She still has things at our house to pick up and I feel like she's ghosting me right now.
M:2.5 T:8 H:31 W:27 S:12 BD:1/4/2018 W Moved Out: 1/8/2018 OM Confirmed: 2/19/18