My thoughts are more strongly along the original lines and I am less confused on my thinking. Your last post has clarified a great deal for me. I will be adding your postsearch to the thread. Those many years from now will benefit.
You may wish to visit Ancaire or Mustardseed sitch or Zelda herself. Actually mine is very like your own without kids but it's very drawn out and there are long quiet stretches in between but you will see the damage and confusion.
I am around to chat through some of this damaging stuff with you.
Know this, you may have failings, you may have been human and contributed, but you are not responsible for this crazy loco behaviour by W. This is awful, truly it is.
I will be around during this crucial time, keep posting. Shift is coming.
Be safe, if you are in any danger get help. DO not hesitate.
V
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW
