Thanks Azure, thanks Ride. Hey everyone. Just checking in. Had a great weekend, H has been very understanding to me, we have been doing nice things for each other. We watched another 1/2 hour of marriage breakthrough last night. I feel a bit of distance from H. It is par for the course at this point in our lives that he sometimes isn't right there with his emotions up near the surface.
It was great, though, last night when we talked about our LLs. We both told each other what we thought the other's LLs were, and we were both right on. That's good, right?
All in all, things have been much, much worse, and they do appear to be getting better. The roller coaster continues as it always has, not bucking me off the ride, but rather gently rolling along.
I began taking Trim Spa, in the hopes it will break my plateau. I have lost 2 lbs in the 5 days of taking it, but am also working out hard along with it. It's expensive, but worth it if it works.
Hope for me y'all. Not only do I want to lose weight for myself and for H to be more attracted to me, but also I think I am borderline diabetic (always had hypoglycemia) and my blood pressure is through the roof. It's really important to me to get down the 50 lbs I have to lose, so I can be healthy.
but worth it if it works. 
Not only do I want to lose weight for myself and for H to be more attracted to me, but also I think I am borderline diabetic (always had hypoglycemia) and my blood pressure is through the roof. It's really important to me to get down the 50 lbs I have to lose, so I can be healthy. 
