Welcome here, sorry you are here but you in great hands, many W and H have affairs through co worker's they will give up everything for there affair. All I can say you must be the adult your 5 kids will need you. I know you only have 1 with her and 4 other from W if you love all these kids the same please take care of them. Your W will use kids as pawns please keep them out of her path, she is already her oldest as her pawn. So be careful get lots of rest and eat well. Protect your finances every penny. And just stay out her way as your W sounds like mine they must be right is the highway or nothing. In there mind's there the victim.
A day at a time
Exactly, I'm not sure if a person like this will ever be able to humble themselves I truly love this women but I can not move forward until we clean house. She tries to stay angry at me, I think it's so that she's able to dismiss me so that she can enjoy herself. I wonder if the fog will ever clear with her, I sure hope so, It would be sad to think I didn't really know her and that the person I thought she was was a lie.
