New LBS - need advice

[Coconut]

it will take awhile to get her out of your head, she was a big part of your life and you are used to having her there, knowing what she is doing...

The best thing you can do right now is GAL. I quickly scanned your thread, but don't remember seeing what you are doing to GAL. There was nothing that helped me more than just getting outside, walk, ride bike, jog, whatever, Nature is a natural stress reliever.

Also, I think I saw that you are still in your house.. One of the toughest times for me was evenings alone, you might be well served to use that time working on your house. It can be small things like repainting, or reorganizing everything, whatever. It will allow you to do something when home alone, rather than just veg on the couch in despair.