Feeling down. Why? Don't know. Feeling like I am stagnant.
Wish I didn't feel like this. Have to get my PMA on before going home to H.
Here goes (tries to squeeze out a smile... ummm ummm hmmmph!) Nope - too hard.
Sigh.
Darn-it all! You silly H, kiss me for goodness sakes. I won't burn your lips. I promise.
Why won't his heart come back to me?
I'm switching gears. Don't know what else to do. Going out with friends this Friday night. Going shopping to pick up a hot little outfit and going to stay out very late. It made me feel good when H paid attention to what I was doing back when I went out those few times.
