Ah, whenever I think about the things I want to say to him, I just hear myself repeating back what I know he will say and I shut up. I also think about how much he loves to hear about my pain and that I am still connected in some way. Sorry, that ATM closed a while ago.
I'm curious about the divorce/agreement. Who brought it up? Why is she suddenly seeming to capitulate on that front? Is she thinking she will force you to put up or shut up?
