H said that it is fun to come home to a happy, bouncy W. So, last night I was happy and bouncy when he came home. He was so stressed. Just angry at nothing all day. He never contacted me all day, and I just left him alone. He says he just didn't feel like talking to anyone all day. I got him to relax about 70% and he was feeling OK by bed. Gave me a kiss on the head before I went to sleep.
Just an OK day, nothing else to report.
This is such a huge difference from when every day for us was a fairy tale of love and joy and devotion. But, I have to keep remembering that it is also a huge difference from the times recently where we were almost in D court. So, I will take this over then. But I want the old R back. Parts of it, anyway. The good parts. H and I know how to love each other, it was the every day stress that got in our way.
That's one thing I think I am learning is how to manage my stress better. It's helping. One of the best things I ever did.
Happy high PMA day everyone.
Daily wt report - down 1 lb - probably water weight. I think I will keep my progress online so I am kept honest, huh?
