Amoafwl and Accuray, thank you. It's incredibly difficult for me to deal with, but I will do my best to walk the other way. You never imagine that the person you love most would hurt you in this way, but at the same time I guess they are the only person capable of doing so.
Right now I'm avoiding thinking about her distraction because you're right, it is a symptom and not the cause.
M:2.5 T:8 H:31 W:27 S:12 BD:1/4/2018 W Moved Out: 1/8/2018 OM Confirmed: 2/19/18