When I first read the email and immediately my stomach dropped but it is not nearly as bad as what it was 3 months ago. So I feel fine right now. After you have been doing this for a while it does get better with time as you know.
Her wording was that she wants to sit down and talk about filing for D. Maybe look through paperwork, etc.
My kids are adjusted to the routine, my feelings for her have got less and less the thing I am not looking forward to is the financial piece but I know that can't be avoided.
I am fine being on my own so really I feel fine, I think just a little down, maybe a little disappointed but I know I couldn't have done anything different from BD until now so I will just be strong and confident with her when we sit down to discuss.
