Fighting my way out of the dark - Part 8

[Holding]

So I finished my first week with the kids. We had a good week, and it really felt like old times, us hanging at the house without "her" around (she was always working late anyway). We even had the 2 family dogs at the house (the dogs will be hers, but I agreed to let them come over with the kids until she gets a house).

Getting ready for the kid exchange was rough. S15 took care of his own stuff, but S10 had his things scattered all over the place. I hear this gets easier with time, but d@mn if this didn't svck.

I was supposed to drop them off at XW's place yesterday, but she informed me she was flying in from out of town, and would pick them up from my house 3.5 hours late.

After they left I noticed she'd set up her account on the website we'll use to communicate and schedule events. I don't know why, but just looking at the calendar on the site really got to me. Like, this is our kids' lives now. This is the result of our M... I feel awful for my kids.

Reading Blu's thread where she talked about her H reading her posts here, that got me thinking. I've always suspected that XW could be reading my posts. It's not a breach of trust for me, or really unexpected, since I know she's tried to snoop on me in the past. I do wonder what XW thinks, if she's been reading my posts. They probably make her angry. I shouldn't get into mind reading, so I'll stop there.

Suffice it to say, I think we need to be aware that our spouses can read our posts. There are things I've held back on because I didn't want my WX to know. I'd imagine others here have done the same. Be careful, folks.