BTW Just in explanation of the title of my thread.

I have been considering the bomb and everything subsequent to be a sideline in my history with H. Not just another chapter, but a whole other story.

Well, I have decided to start writing in the old book, the one that contains the story of our lives, and our life together.

I have been practicing PMA on steroids. That's when you write an affirmation and repeat it ad naseum day after day, hour after hour.

I WILL lose weight soon
H WILL love me again soon
H WILL kiss me again soon

I am, literally, willing this to happen.

It's going to work. Man, do I have one strong willpower!

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