Newbie In Need Of Guidance

[rminer]

I know you are right, but I just can't let myself see anything but recon at this point. I don't want this to become a self fulfilling prophecy in the negative way.

As far as confidence goes, mine is completely shaken and I'm looking for a way to get it back. I used to brag ro people that I KNEW my W would always be there for me and have my back. Look where we are now. From what I've gathered here, GAL is the best way to do that, but it is proving to be harder than I thought, so I'm faking it this point. I'll find something, but until then that's all I can do.