waw maybe #2

[Salazar]

Of course I cringe at it now. I was not in my right frame of mind. I fully understand now what happened.

Looking back and cringing seems to be a bit of a right of passage. I know I am right in that same boat with you. You can't change the past, only the present and eventually the future. Learn from all of the cringe worthy moments and move on.

As I read your posts, you have definitely stated that you are ready to move on, but I get the sense that there are some underlying feelings there. What do you truly want?