You have the analytic too, the drive to know, the desire to understand. It is unique as a trait.
It comes in detached moments with inspiration and a little intuition. Speak in ways others can here.
It is my dear friend an insight I value. And you are very special too. A man who has grown in so many ways.
It is quite an experience seeing post traumatic growth and actually both envigorating and sort of frightening to go through.
It's like an egg becoming a crysallis, then becoming a caterpillar then becoming a butterfly.
Each phase of awakening gives trouble and frankly I keep resisting it, I sense you won't resist. It has to be, let it. You will see many things and more importantly you will see what you don't know and as a result you will go to search. This doesn't happen to many, post traumatic growth, but it has happened to you. Have you looked at Superbetter, an app aimed at post traumatic growth?
I have used it to ground me and ithe has put so much structure on this phase. That and Zombie running..........
Big hugs and thank you
V
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW
